Cupid Lies

Its a shipment of bliss
A nasty relief
Yet a joy kill
Yes I love nasty
I love its shape, its size
Its reward, its prize
I agree with the gods
Cupid is confused
How does it work?
I experience a different story
Its painted perfect
Or was it lies
Was it mischief
Artificial affection tides
In perfect deceit
Cupid should explain
The contract says "forever"
This is like the forbidden fruit
The one I was warned against
But curiosity can't sit still
The bite was sweet
And the taste sour
The joy was swift
Bringing pain in a later hour

Strange excitement at an early stage

Clings of sadness

Sadness in chains

Chains of familiarity and attachment

With strange feelings of expulsion

My soul Is sold

The price wasn't cheap

So I'm a slave with joy

My services didn't come cheap

love left me a hate note

It surprised my chest

My feet was on beach sand

Now on sinking soil

These walls enclosing 

Shouldn't it be my freedom?

Isn't love supposed to be cheerful?

Why do we always fight?

Isn't love supposed to be truthful?

Why do we have to lie?

Lies hurt

You can't take pains away

You can't get back trust

Once you let it sway

Isn't love supposed to be perfect?

Why a crooked smile?

Isn't love supposed to be easy?

Why so much effort?

Please don't tell me this isn't love

I feel the connection

And I know there is a connection

Because I never had one

It felt like the songs of solomon

Now it scares like the revelations

Felt like the spring of life

Now its a lake of fire

I've tried it over and over

Yet it hurts like a wooden stake

Its excites at sun rise

At sun set we fake that smile

At first "I won't stop loving you"

At last "like I have a choice"

Our vows 'for better for worse'

Who knew 'for worse' would come so fast?

Fate will deal a blow

A blow to crush your soul

Your heart will melt to a tender fold

Even a heart of gold

The males blame females

Females blame males

Its not the fault of the fiction

But our thirst for fairy tales

At night the joy won't let you sleep

The morning the joy is gone

All we thought that love would bring

Are thoughts and thoughts go wrong

Dark clouds no rain

Blindness and shades

all we have are olden friends

And thoughts of love that always end

The gods of love are gods of odd

The call for pause a folly flop

Can't blame the heart, the heart that tries

Cause at the end, the very end

The fact are facts that stays a fact

That cupid tried but told a lie

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